Proud of Myself

Since this is my blog, I can saw how I feel. I am quite proud of myself. Yesterday I attended a small shower for my friend who is due 10 days before I would have been due. I knew I wanted to share in this special day with her, but it was still tough. Yesterday as I stood next her I looked at her belly and couldn't help thinking that I would have had a very similarly sized bump as well. I've come a long way since July when we confirmed my miscarriage, but it's something I continue to think about. I was sad about our loss, but I held it together and I'm very glad I went.