Burnt Out

Right now I'm on my fourth week of inpatient peds. The days are long, busy, and I'm constantly doing work. This weekend I had off and decided to do some major gardening. I love seeing the results, but now I'm regretting not sleeping more this weekend. Every time I go on service I know I just need to accept the world around me stops, but it's hard and I don't want to give up some levels of being normal. Tonight I'm really determined to try to fall asleep by 9pm.